Im dreaming so much.. Last night i dreamt a love dream about my therapist... (!!!!!)
I felt disgusted all day. It was not a sexual dream but a love dream. But still..
I googled on it. And phew! Everything has got a name.. In swedish känslomässig överföring el motöverföring... In english maybe. Emotional transfer or countertransference. (Google again. translator..)
This is really normal ( Phew! again im NORMAL.. hehe?!). And when i think about it it makes sense , off course the body doesnt know that youre paying for this.. The body just meets a person who makes you understand yourself, feel better about yourself and softens your inside.
Some people really falls in love whit them or reacting with anger and hate..
Feels sad and comforting at the same time that you can read your thoughts and behaviors, Makes me feel small and biological. But its a real comfort to know that youre not alone. I see it like the thoughts i can read about is my illness.. and a strategy i have for comforting myself. (often this illness strategies makes you sicker in longterm) And that i want to break free. Who am i when my whole personality can be read about in a selfhelp book?.. but.. Se it like a gift that youre getting the opportunity to really find out who you are, and to live the rest of your loong life with yourselves.
I felt disgusted all day. It was not a sexual dream but a love dream. But still..
I googled on it. And phew! Everything has got a name.. In swedish känslomässig överföring el motöverföring... In english maybe. Emotional transfer or countertransference. (Google again. translator..)
This is really normal ( Phew! again im NORMAL.. hehe?!). And when i think about it it makes sense , off course the body doesnt know that youre paying for this.. The body just meets a person who makes you understand yourself, feel better about yourself and softens your inside.
Some people really falls in love whit them or reacting with anger and hate..
Feels sad and comforting at the same time that you can read your thoughts and behaviors, Makes me feel small and biological. But its a real comfort to know that youre not alone. I see it like the thoughts i can read about is my illness.. and a strategy i have for comforting myself. (often this illness strategies makes you sicker in longterm) And that i want to break free. Who am i when my whole personality can be read about in a selfhelp book?.. but.. Se it like a gift that youre getting the opportunity to really find out who you are, and to live the rest of your loong life with yourselves.
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