Here i come again.. just when im about to get my life together

Im having a small party tomorrow... Jissess...Today i was running around buying stuff, getting flowers.. wonder if someone is allergic.. will this be enough.. wonder what to wear.. wonder if i can do this..what if i get tired.. or start crying.. wonder if people likes cherries.. AAAHHH!!!


My patterns is so clear.. all tryin to be perfect n all.... worrying, thinking about others.. 

My head is spinning and body is still a little bit sick.







Now my father and elder sister will come (i booked a table at a restaurant and checked the prices and menu, and thought about how we should walk the by the see to get there... can i just give it a break!!!)....oooooohhhh.... take a deap breath, dont try to save the,.. dont take care of them.. just relax.....